There is something very peaceful about my life right now. Less than 10 people have my phone number right now. I think that has something to do with it. I don’t wake to my phone announcing a call or a text. It’s amazing. I think in the process of downsizing my wireless plan, I downsized my social scene.
Without the tv, I accomplished so much today, though I feel that I’ve already found the tv’s replacement. It’s wordpress tag surfer. I get lost in reading blogs, leaving comments and before I realize it, I’ve spent about an hour watching thoughts float across my computer screen. For someone that loves to observe people, it’s addictive!
Ann wrote me a song. She has offered to sing it to me. How sweet is that? I can’t front, the way we fit drives me crazy, her text reads. I have no idea what she’s talking about. How much did I have to drink that night? It makes me feel bad that she feels something sexually that I didn’t. I want to revisit this situation and make it better, for both of us. We should be on the same page.
Den wants me to paint something for her. Something in black and white. Normally when people ask me to paint something for them, I throw out a few ideas and let them choose. She doesn’t want me to run anything by her. She says she knows she’ll like it because I did it. She definitely appeals to my sense of vanity…
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I know what you mean about the phone. I haven’t let on that in my absence the cell signal has crept much closer and I can actually make calls from the driveway, and probably even my bedroom deck. I can get signal on my walks, but never do more than check messages, for emergency sake, can’t seem to ever make a call (so I guess I don’t really know how it’d sound).
Not being able to make calls from bed pretty cuts out the possibility of me making any of those important business ones, anyway.
Don’t know what to think about this Ann/Den biz – guess you’re gonna just make us wait and see, along with you, huh?
Oh, and what the hell is wordpress tag surfer?
oooh good for you, i hate phones…
pardon the spam, but if you’d like to share your coming out story i’d be delighted..
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Mermaid – I wish I knew what was gonna happen with Ann/Den. I’d gladly cut through the drama just to get to a good ending! WordPress tagsurfer gives you the opportunity to add certain tags that you want to read about. Then all of the blogs that were tagged pop up for you to read. You don’t even have to go looking! For example, you can see in the left that one of the tags for this blog is blogging. If someone has their tag surfer set to search for blogs on blogging, this entry will appear.
bentcrude- I love technology. I’m a bit of a nut about it which is why it’s such a big deal for me to make an attempt to remove myself from it. And I’d be happy to tell my story. Just give me a few days…
So, um, besides lesbian, lez, lesbo, dyke, and queer, what tags do you use?
Mermaid – You should sign up for a wordpress account. You don’t actually have to sign up for a blog, but a username and then you can do some tag surfing!
thanks ABG i look fwd to it!!
The last fucking thing I need is more distraction on here, or more blogs to read than the close to 300 to which I subscribe!
I was just curious about YOU! After all those months we shared a roof and barely saw each other, each in our own private worlds, guess I’m just a little curious about what goes on in yours. Especially without TV — hard to imagine you without television!